I want this, or at least I want to learn how to have this because it's no secret that I have serious commitment issues. But right now the thought of waking up next to the person you love and having someone to tell anything and everything to and just having someone there who really genuinely cares sounds pretty nice. But maybe I just need to give it time or to find the right person that doesn't make me want to run away the second I get too close and start feeling vulnerable, but to be honest, right now I barely have enough time to do anything but study. Once I get back home to Australia though I hope there's some amazing guitar-playing, scruffy-haired surfer boy waiting for me. If only..